If you lost yourself for someone else, get some help.

I lost myself when I met you. Lost within the attraction of your make up made up of everything I desired. Infatuated with the potential you’ve been unable to see within yourself. Your scars, experiences, and pains of life have turned you into a shell of yourself. Even through your perceived imperfections, I see beauty. Let me inside.

This maze to your heart is an endless tunnel of dead ends. Trying to find my way to the best version of yourself. I am lost. Continuously walking out on limbs in disregard to the risks on my life. Shedding layers of worth, losing my self love along the way. 

I will disintegrate trying to love you.

LOSING ME!

Losing me, I’m blinded by love I'm not choosing me. I lost myself for someone else need some help.

Losing me, I saw the good in you as you refused to see. Blinded by your past full of baggage & thoughts of what used to be.

Losing us, self sabotaging so we lost our trust. Relationship full of egos, replaying the past repetitively like were shooting free throws.

Losing you, ever lost yourself in a relationship? Yeah me too! Jeopardize your mental health for someone else, you neglect yourself, your love sick refusing help. 

I’m so tired of you, always saying you will but you never do.

I’m so tired of me, knowing what is best but I never leave.

I’m so tired of us, we want to practice peace but all we do is fuss. Saying we a team but there’s no trust. Now we’re in too deep falling out of love. You can help who you like but not who you fall in love. Hearts were open, now yours is shut. Feelings started in the heart and ended up in the gut.

I’m so tired of you ,always saying you will but you never do.

I’m so tired of me, knowing what is best but I never leave

I will disintegrate trying to love you.

LOSING ME!

-KAO

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